A Couple's Journey
How me and my wife's cuckold journey began, and where it led us.
My journey with my wife doesn’t start like a porn movie or read like a fine literature. However, my story starts and remains with love. I love my wife. She’s the most amazing woman I’ve ever met and certainly more than I deserve. So, here’s a little background of us and how we entered into the Cuckold/Hotwife lifestyle. Now remember, this didn’t happen overnight. It took a few years to build up.
We’ve been married 14 years now. I’m about to turn 49 and she’s 39. We’ve always had, what appears to everyone, as the perfect marriage. We never fight, but we have had plenty of disagreements, and we never go to bed together mad. Our marriage was incredible except for one area—our sex life.
I’m honest with myself…I’m not a strong person in the bedroom. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not incapable of giving her a good experience but I know I’m not the best. I’m not “big” in the penis department and I’m not an aggressive kind of person. I’ve always known that Maria (my wife) wasn’t fully satisfied. We have good sex but its never been mind-blowing.
As the years moved, our sex life became stagnant and then almost non-existent. She simply didn’t want it. When we did, she seemed as if she wasn’t into it. She would never admit it, but I knew I could tell. One day, I found a new toy in her bathroom closet. No, it wasn’t a huge black dildo. It was a modest 7-inch purple one. However, it was thick and definitely bigger than me. So, I asked her about it. She said she bought it because she liked to use it in the shower. When I asked her why she didn’t just use me, she replied: “Because its bigger!”
I was a little hurt, but I also knew it was true. However, it also told me that she was looking for something more than I could give. So, I panicked, then settled down and started thinking. I remembered her commenting several times about some guys when we would go out to the store, dinner, or anywhere there were others. He commonality between them was they were black. She didn’t make comments about wanting to have sex with them, but she’d mention that they were cute or attractive.
So, I hatched a plan. I bought a new toy for her. This time, it was an 8-inch black cock dildo. The night it arrived i started playing with her in the bedroom and brought it out. She asked why I bought one that was black and I said something like: “We’ll pretend it’s a cute guy from the store.” She was hooked! She loved it. From that night, I caught her many times using it in the shower or she’d ask me to bring it to the bed with us.
From there, I noticed her talking to more black guys when we were out. One day I vividly remember her talking to a young black male when we were grocery shopping. She talked to him so long I started shopping without her. I mentioned him in the car ride home and she said she was just being nice. I knew she was flirting with him, but she wouldn’t admit it. But that night the dildo was used on her.
I asked her many times if she wanted to be with someone else but she always said no. That was what frustrated me the most. I truly believed she did, or was at least thinking about it, but she wouldn’t say.
Then we met Steve. Steve was a friend of a friend that we met at a small party. He is the same age as my wife, tall, decently built, and black. My wife was quickly drawn to him. The night we met, she spent the entire night talking to him as I sat back and watched. When we left, she told me all about him in detail. However, after that night, she didn’t really talk about him to me. What I didn’t know, and she told me several months later, was she had been talking and texting with him since the party.
She told me one night as we were having dinner. She looked nervous as each word spilled from her lips. I observed her talking about him as a suggestion that she might be interested in more, so, I gently brought up the topic. This time, she didn’t shy away from it. Instead, she seemed intrigued. She admitted that they had been flirting and he had mentioned that he wanted her. Over several weeks, and numerous conversations, she admitted that she had been thinking about being with him. I reassured her, comforted her, and encouraged her. I’ll never forget the night we were in bed, about to go to sleep, when she said, “Babe….I want to have sex with him.”
She called him one night as I was in the room with her, and after several minutes of general conversation, she brought up the topic. I could hear him on the phone…his excitement. He asked if I knew, and she told him that I was sitting next to her as she was talking. She put me on speaker, and for the first time, I told another man that it was ok for him to sleep with my wife.
We met him for dinner the next weekend and invited him over. After a few drinks, I walked into the kitchen and my wife followed. She told me she was nervous and was thinking about backing out. I told her that if that’s what she wanted, id have him leave but I asked her to think about it really hard and to think of the impact of her decision. After telling her I was still ok, she walked back into the living room and sat next to him. I walked in with the drinks to see her kissing him. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten hard as fast as I did that night. She admitted to him that she was nervous and we both told her that everything would be ok. After several more minutes, she stood and led him to the bedroom.
I followed and stayed on the outskirts of the room as they both laid down on the bed and continued kissing. The moment hit me incredibly hard. This man was laying, and was going to have sex with my wife, where I sleep. I was excited, confused, angry, and nervous all at the same time.
The next 2 hours were filled with them kissing, sucking, licking, and sex that would rival any movie or book. When he finished, my wife looked to me and motioned me over. I quickly undressed, entered my wife, and came almost instantly.
After he left, my wife and I talked for hours. She absolutely loved it. She admitted that he was the best sex she’s had. I’m proud to say that they still meet regularly and my wife and I have been closer in our marriage than ever before.
My wife complained that I was useless! Came too fast, was too small & did not want sex with me & told me to nevermasturbate!
She took a black lover & insisted I had to suck his big cock & clean her pusdy!
He toldme I was a typicalwhite sissy
Humiliated me!
Sounds very legit .thanks for sharing your story.would love to hear more .