It’s a New Year, and with that comes new wishes that need to be fulfilled. For me, these are things that I’ve been thinking about doing for a long time, but I’ve decided now about wanting to make them come through.
My husband isn’t ever going to approve of what I desire, I know this. That’s why for years, I’ve been carrying a secret that I’m yet to share with him. Ever since we got married, my husband has been lacklustre when it comes to sex. You’ve no idea how frustrating it is for me to pretend to have an orgasm just to get his bulk off me for wasting my time. He does get hard during foreplay, but once he sticks his penis inside me, I can barely feel him at all. I have raised the subject with him a numerous times, but he usually shrugs it off. Sometimes, he makes it sound like I’m the one at fault. It was either me being at fault or that he had downed too many glass of bourbons and that was slowing his rhythm. It was always one silly excuse after another, with me having nothing to do except play with my dildo after he had rolled off me and fallen asleep.
I am in my mid-thirties. Jerry and I have been married almost thirteen years, and I’m yet to get any satisfaction with him in bed. Some might say that I’m trying to ruin my marriage by attempting this choice, but I beg to differ. A woman’s got to have her fun when she can get it. I’m no fucking piece of wood, and I’m long tired of expecting anything short of a miracle from him.
It’s a New Year, and a new day, which means it’s about time I got to looking into fulfilling my sexual needs. Some might consider me being selfish, but you’ve no idea how long I’ve been waiting for the right time to make this decision. Whenever I browse through Twitter, I see countless women out there living the dream. They’re right now having the best damn sex of their lives. Some are likely married, and they’re doing it with the blessing of their husbands. I know it would be tough for me to demand the same from Jerry.
Some wives have all the right answers and attitude when it comes to seeking out quality-type of men to be with in bed. The internet has made such possible, and yet it’s still very scary. For one thing, I despise seeing guys posting dick photos all on their page, like that’s supposed to entice me into wanting to call them up. You cannot always trust whatever it is you see online, and chances are that some of those stuff aren’t real in the first place.
If you must ask, yes, I have cheated on my husband in the past; not once, and certainly not twice. But I tried not to leave any evidence for him to suspect my infidelity. I’ve been involved in a number of one-night stands, nothing too personal of complicated. But this year, I’m looking for something stronger, something a lot better than me creeping out of my house and lying to my husband about visiting a friend, when really I’m going to get fucked.
I’m seeking for a long-term lover to be with. Someone who can pleasure me however and whenever I desire, as well whenever he wishes, and won’t be afraid to let my husband know who the real man of the house is whenever he comes by.
Yes, that’s another thing that I’m hoping to do: to finally tell my clueless husband about what I desire becoming in 2022: a hotwife!
Find me on Twitter: @DakotaHotwife
Happy New Year!
It’s unfortunate that you have to go to that extreme to be satisfied sexually, when there are so many Hubby/Cucks who would love to see that their Wives receive all the Pleasures to be Afforded them at the hands and Cocks 🥰 of other Men. As a Self Admitted Bi-Curious Submissive Sissy Boi Cuckold (WANNABE) I only wish my Wife would Embrace the Cuckold Lifestyle as I know I’m unable to provide Her with the Pleasure She Deserves if she Sought to Pursue it. Hopefully you can get your Hubby on board. Good Luck
I agree