Letters from Husbands #12
A collection of emails I have received from numerous husbands the past years regarding the cuckold lifestyle.
Master Shango,
I am a typical conservative suburban husband. For years I have fantasized about seeing my wife give herself over to a powerful black man. On the other hand I am not sure how it would affect me and our marriage.
I certainly wouldn't want to damage our relationship which is why I have kept this in the realm of fantasy. But now I have another problem. Suddenly, a few weeks ago, I found I can no longer maintain an erection. I still get horny and every time I masturbate my thoughts turn to imagining my lovely blonde wife pleasing, and receiving pleasure from, a black man. Then as soon as I almost achieve an erection, I climax.
In the past, after masturbating, I would feel guilty about my fantasies and for a while I would be convinced that I really did not want my wife to be with a black man. But now the feelings persist. Ironically, as much as these fantasies turn me on, I still cannot achieve a full erection and now feel totally inadequate as a husband. I keep thinking it must be something psychological, but I can't figure it out. Why is this just now happening? What can I do about it? The other irony is that my wife has never been more attractive. She has been exercising a lot and looks sexier every day. She also seems more confident than ever.
You seem to know so much about human sexuality that I would really value your opinion. I know that I can never satisfy all of my wife's sexual needs, but I would like to be able to regain the ability to perform for her.
Lately I have found that she really enjoys it when l lick her asshole, but then she craves a rock hard cock in her from behind and I am only able to give a half hard dick. Can you help me to understand what might be causing this problem? What should I do?
A little about us: we have been married for 15 years and have 2 children. I am 43 5'7" 155 lbs. She is 38 5'5" and around 135 lbs. She is blonde, and loves shaving her pussy, and has a piercing there.
Any advice you can give would be greatly appreciated. I really respect what you are doing and I believe that white submission to black men is the only way to achieve true racial harmony.
Respectfully,
Jim B.
Sir Damien,
I love your post on husbands tasting black man's cum. I admit that I never realised I was addicted to bbc until I went down on my wife for the 1st time after her bull had finished in her.
I really didn't want to do it at 1st, but once I got down there It was a massive turn on and I found myself pushing my tongue deeper and deeper to get as much of that bbc cum as possible.
Although I was massively turned on by eating bbc cum, I could feel myself becoming more and more of a beta male but I couldn't stop myself. I've been a cuck hubby for just over 3 years now and with the help of my wife's bull and this site I have come to realise my place in life and it was almost a relief discovering I was a cuck.
I have always known that I was terrible in the bedroom, I struggled to last 5 minutes and I have a small dick, this site made me realise that I had a place in life like many more white guys like myself.
Our only regret is not discovering the lifestyle sooner and we both think about how amazing it would of been for my wife to have had a couple of bull's on our wedding night .
I know that I can't compete with a black guy and more and more of us white guys are coming to terms with this everyday and having to choose to fight it or give in and serve along side our wife. Black cock is superior!
Good morning, Sir.
i don’t know how to add a pic in here! Could you point me to any help for that? I don’t know if you are aware of the sites Fabswingers or Swinging Heaven, but we have profiles there and some pics on each. We live in the North West of England , not far from Liverpool.
Our two are both adults in early thirties. Daughter married and son engaged.
I fully accept your view that the best arrangement for a white cuckold couple is to have a black master in full control of their lives. Ideally living in our house if only we were brave enough. I don’t think there are many who have gone that far yet and it may seem impossible. But when I look back to when I was young , interracial sex itself was almost unknown , whereas now it is commonplace and becoming almost the norm in many cities. If anyone had told my mother or mother in law when I married Jane that she would become a black cock slut and I a cuckold many many times over, they would have been utterly stunned. Yet today, how many white kids are growing up with cuckold parents, even if they don’t know it? And that’s only going to get more and more common.
The next big step is that it should be more open surely. If the bull were in the family home and treated with respect and obedience , what a good model that would be for youngsters growing up.
I think Porn is doing great work in preparing whitebois and white girls for their future roles , and hopefully too, instilling confidence in young black men and encouraging them to fuck white girls and women of all ages and marital status, as is their natural right and instinct. But wise counsel from such experienced Dom bulls such as yourself is so helpful. Your works should be included on the school curriculum!
Regards,
Sal.
i am a 54 year old male in good shape and my wife is a hot 47 year old 5ft 6 110 lbs goergous body. i have never been able to get my wife to orgasm from sex alone and i have to use my hands as well. My cock is small, and got smaLLER WITH AGE. barely 4 inches erect now and not thick. I too do not get a good erection anymore and i find myself more and more submitting to the cuckold feeling and get strong orgasms while not fiully erect and barely inside her. so i sympethize a lot with this letter and i wish i can have my wife experience a bull. She says I am enough for her
I loved reading these emails and find I have so much in common with many of the cucks that have written. Especially the one who mentioned he cannot get hard unless he thinks of his wife with a big black bull and then when he thinks about it he cums in seconds. Obviously our wives need a lot more than that and it becomes inevitable that we turn that part of our relationship over to someone that can satisfy her sexual needs.