Hi there,
My name is Claire, and I live in South-West England. I recently turned 60. My body has aged, but there two parts of me that haven’t. My hair, which is still blonde, and my need for sex. Though the sex part is what I apparently lack.
My husband and I have a terrific relationship. He knows what I want, but knows, too, that he isn’t the sort of man to give it to me. I have been combing through the internet, trying to find whether or not my problem exists or not. And if it does, perhaps there’s a cure for it. Women of my age shouldn’t be thinking about wanting sex, should they? That’s something I should have given up on long ago, except for some reason, I spend more hours thinking about it so much. I have friends who are of the same age as me, and I often wonder if they think the same dirty stuff too. Or maybe I’m way too young at heart.
It doesn’t help that were I live, there aren’t any classy-looking men that I desire. It’s got me spending time watching porn past my bedtime. I’ve gotten hooked on watching interracial porn. The sight of those gorgeous black men—so strong and handsome—sporting those thick-looking dicks the size of Coke bottles—screwing those pretty young white women amazes me. Watching the women scream their heads off gets me thinking if they’re doing it for real or not. I would have doubted that, but the look on their faces tells me they’re really enjoying themselves.
I wonder if I were younger if I’d do the same. I haven’t had many black friends, and it makes me regret that I did. Except it’s too late for me to be young again. I would have given up on this months ago, except I’ve been searching online and have found other women about my age who seem to love having sex with black men. Having signed up membership with an adult forum dedicated to hotwives, I corresponded with several of them who told me they got to experience the best sex when they started fucking black men. Their husbands don’t mind, and for some women, they love seeing their husbands suck the black men’s cocks before allowing their wives to get fucked.
Wow. I mean can you imagine that? Imagine me getting fucked by a black stud while my husband watches. I doubt he’d want to go for that, but what if he does?
The question is can I find suitable black men who’d want to have sex with me?
I recently met Master SHANGO online, via his Twitter account. I spent several days looking through his posts, enjoying the photos and videos of gorgeous white women he often writes about in his erotic blog. I couldn’t help wanting to be one of such women. It took a while before I summoned enough courage to write to him. I sent him two photos of mine, wanting to know if he thought I was good enough to become a hotwife. I mentioned to him that I wanted more than mere sex; I wanted to feel like a genuine slutwife. I wanted to be gorgeous and sexy like the women in those interracial porn movies I’ve watched.
It was Master SHANGO who then declared that what I deserve is to become a Black-Owned wife!
When he said those words, I figured he wasn’t referring them to me. I’m nothing but a naive granny! I’ve been wanting a lover to come and sweep me off my feet, but so far, that hadn’t happened. But listening to SHANGO talk about me acknowledging my sexual desires, and letting me know that I can truly get to become what I dream of has given me a strong sexual urge that I haven’t felt in years.
I’m starting to understand now what those women in that adult forum have that’s made them into who they are. The question is do I have the guts to follow through.
What do you think?
Claire, you most certainly do have the guts to follow through. I, too, was nervous and afraid when I decided to have a Black lover. (My situation is somewhat different because my husband persuaded me to make him a cuckold.) Each step in becoming a cuckoldress was scary, but each of those steps paid off in more and more sexual ecstasy. Go for it, Claire, you will be glad that you did.