What do you do with a wife who emphatically claims that she isn’t into black men? She doesn’t want to have sex with them, neither does she want you raise the subject about wanting to see her get cosy with either of them . . .
But for some inexplicable reason that befuddles me, she cannot quit herself from teasing me with black men.
I don’t know why she does it, let alone how. She has never been forthright about explaining it to me, but she somehow tends to lighten up when she’s around black men. I’ve seen her smile, make handshakes, and even accepted kisses from black men . . . Yet whenever I raise the subject about wanting her to have sex with one, she turns on me and says her three infamous words: “Stop . . . Fuck no . . . and Don’t!”
Many times I tried to break through to understand her mindset. Even when she said no, her teasing nature seemed to get more aggressive. I did my best not to think too serious about it, figuring she was playing with my mind. I figured she wasn’t going to fuck black men, but simply wanted me to know that she could if she wanted to.
One time we were partying at a club with some business partners of mine, she excused herself to go to the ladies room. I felt she had been gone too long, and went in search for her. I found her standing near the ladies’ room door, but she wasn’t alone. A black man stood beside her, and he was nibbling on her earlobe, and she seems so content about it. Even when I approached her, half expecting she would react, she did none of that.
I didn’t raise the subject with her as we drove home that night. But later, as we were about to go to bed, I caught sight of something on her butt. My eyes lit up with shock when I recognized what it was.
It was a Queen of Spades tattoo!
That was when I blurted the question: “Clarrisa, have you been cheating on me?!?”
She denied that she ever had. Her reason was that she had since been warming up to the idea of wanting to have sex with a black man. She didn’t want to tell me because she knew I’d get over-excited and urge her to do it; she wanted to take her time to see whether she felt necessary like wanting to do it or not. In other words, she had gradually being building herself towards been sexually attracted to black men, but didn’t want to do it until she felt ready.
I then asked: “Well, if that’s the case, then what’s the tattoo for? How did you come to find out about it to even get one?”
Clarissa revealed that she had been watching lots of porn on PornHub, and that she’s even got a secret twitter account where she posts naughty photos of herself and enjoy the comments she’s receiving. It was one of her followers who endeared her towards getting a Queen of Spades tattoo. Though the one she got was removable, she said only when she’s slept with a black man and she enjoys the sex that she’ll then make up her mind to get one.
Does this mean she’s ready and willing to give it a shot?
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She wants to retain control and thats her right. I think she sees it as a thing for her and probably always has and surrendering to it for you takes away something of it being personal to her. Now that you have discovered it of course it is now something she has lost a little control over so Im sure that she will in compensation go along with it with you. Question is how long has this private addiction to it been there and if and ho often she has already acted upon it. The good news for you is that she may have got that private personal quest out of the way experienced it and so can now share the fantasies with you without it having compromised her very personal loss of black virginity experience that she once controlled on her own terms.