All My Friends Are On OnlyFans
True confessions of a housewife who became enchanted with becoming an OnlyFans Milf.
I get online to browse the internet, and I am amazed by the number of middle-aged to older women (women way older than even my mom!) displaying their nudity and even showing off their prowess on various adult/porn websites. What’s most shocking is that many of these women can be found on OnlyFans.
When did that get to be a thing? I have no idea.
My husband and I love to watch porn—it’s one of the intimate indulgences we’ve maintained even before we decided to start having kids. Although with the kids growing up, we had no choice but to keep things at bay, we never ended it. Now and then, when the mood felt right, having made sure the kids were asleep, knowing it was the start of the weekend and neither of us had anything pressing to do in the morning (nothing besides wake up early before getting roused by our rambunctious brood) Lionel would sneak out his laptop, and then we would watch some porn. It was a fun time to rediscover ourselves, ensuring our engines still worked fine.
It was Lionel who introduced me to watching interracial porn. I was intrigued by them, and it didn’t take long before I saw myself becoming attracted to watching hundreds of videos of a variety of white women like myself fucking loads of black chiselled studs. We would foreplay while the movie played. I saw myself getting deeply aroused and hungry for Lionel to stick it into me.
I was naive in thinking that most of these white women who loved fucking black men were paid models—porn stars out there earning a living like any regular woman that’s a sex worker would. Whether they did it out of fun, as long as they got paid was what matters.
Later, I realised these women were typical housewives like myself doing the same. Shamelessly. I always assumed that women around my age would be content and settled into being a housewife. That’s not the case, watching many of these women proclaim their love for black men (black cock, especially) and even getting fucked with their husbands being the ones filming them, or even participating sometimes, but usually sitting back and watching. Watching, and then later summoned over to lick the wife’s pussy clean . . . and sometimes suck the black men’s cock!
Oh my God!
Lionel was the one that tried to put things in perspective for me.
“You can blame it on the pandemic, hon,” he explained. “All those months were everyone was cooped up indoors, mostly having nothing to do. Couples lost their jobs, especially wives. Many had nothing to do with their time besides wanting to fuck.”
“I get that, darling,” I argued. “But why porn? Why OnlyFans?”
He gave me an awkward look and then said: “It’s the internet, babe; it’s the way of the future. Where else would you expect them to go—rent a studio?”
I subscribed to several women’s OnlyFans accounts, if anything, to learn more about what they were doing and possibly why. I have never been as eager of wanting to spend the majority of my time online as I was when I began visiting these women’s accounts, watching their videos, and seeing what nasty type of stuff they concocted in front of the camera. I was awed watching cougar sluts sucking a variety of dicks (usually black), getting fucked by them and wanting more. Little did I realise then that I was becoming emboldened to want to become like one of them.
I surprised Lionel one night when I told him about my interest in becoming an OnlyFans model. He looked at me like I had lost my mind. We talked about it for hours and continued the following evening after we had tucked the kids in bed. We weighed the pros and cons of doing such. We talked about the money we could make, which was secondary to my objective.
What mattered primarily was having fun with ourselves, regardless of what others might think.
Lionel agreed, and we then set about carrying out our mission.
We opted to start small to see how things go before making better moves. I purchased myself a handful of sex toys: different dildos, including anal beads (though for those, I opted to use them later when I felt comfortable about what I was setting out to do). We began on a Friday, late at night, when the kids were long asleep. I wore a gorgeous fishnet outfit, and Lionel filmed me with his phone with his phone as I tried out a few of my dildos on the bed; I wore a face make to shield my eyes. I made different poses on the bed while he set about capturing my figure.
I saw myself transforming into the hotwife of his dreams.
Lionel filmed me several times before deciding on the one that perfectly captured my essence. He opened my OnlyFans account and gave me a suitable alias: TexasJane the CougarSlut. It sounds like what a rapper would name himself, but go figure.
Weeks passed before I began to get some traction on my account. Lionel linked my account with my social media accounts, all bearing my alias. My kids know more about the internet than we do, so we try our best to hide my identity. Sometimes that’s tough; I worry that someone might recognise my body, even the sound of my voice. But it’s been fun, and I’ve been having a terrific time playing with myself while Lionel acts as my director and coach, guiding me along with hand gestures while capturing every frame of me fucking my dildo.
Lately, we have been talking about finding me someone, a black bull, to come and fuck me. Someone who would take me to the next level. I’m fearful but excited about doing it. Lionel is far more excited than I am.
“I can’t wait to see you take a black cock like those other women online,” he remarked one night after we had finished making love, juiced from watching our self-made erotic videos. “Who knows, if we play our cards right, we could get one or two of your friends to participate.”
“Maybe,” I mused. “But first, we’ll have to find a credible bull to break me in. You know of anyone?”
“Off the top of my head, no,” he said. “But I’ll work on it. Trust me.”
I honestly do trust him.
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