“My husband loves to watch me have sex with black men. Usually, I’d prefer if he didn’t always, but I’ve no say in the matter; it was something we both agreed upon before we began this lifestyle.
I was a novice to many things. I had no idea then how far we would get involved in this journey, or that black men would find me attractive enough to have sex with me. My husband, Ron, kept reassuring me that such wasn’t true. It was a challenge to work against my skepticism to think that he was right.
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Things haven’t been the same for us since we began inviting black men over to have fun with me. Right now, I have dedicated lovers who call me regularly to know if I was free to spend time with them. They either want to come to me, or desire me to go to them. However they want is OK with me.
But I don’t usually go without Ron. He loves being there to watch my lover fuck me; if there are other men around to join in, so be it. Ron gets off watching me: he records us fucking, and now and then would tell my lover to go ahead and fuck me harder.
Sometimes, his presence is awfully distracting. There are times when I want to go crazy with the sex, but find myself holding back because of Ron’s presence. Sometimes, I want my lover to fuck me like a dirty, rotten whore. Ron loves it when I get fucked dirty; what I’d love to do is take things further.
I want to be used and abused:
I want my lover to choke me hard; I want him to spite in my face; I want him to take me to some public spot, undress me, and let everyone see that I am his bitch. Sometimes, I want him to do the same to Ron: I want him to force my husband to his knees and make him clean his cum-stained cock. I want him to rape me, along with his friends, and pray they get me pregnant.
Ron would think of me as being crazy if he knew the weird stuff that’s in my head. He loves seeing me have a good time, but what I’m yet to tell him is that I desire more.
Is it OK if I find a means to tell him not to keep watching me every time?”
When my wife was dumped naked on the front lawn at 2 am o helped her on @ asked why she would put up with this abuse. She said there was no way she could stop him! He needs to abuse white women. He controls me now & I have to obey him & you better look out because he hates white hisbands’
We were at a bar & a black mad was chatting us up. I went to rest room & as I was returning I saw him quickly pot a piece of paper in his pocket! I knew my wife had given him her phone no. I said nothing!
A couple days later she sent me a text saying she’d be late & don’t wait up!
I knew exactly where she’d be! Nothing I could do but accept it!
If the wife is self-conscious about being used and abused by a black man and his friends in the presence of her husband, the husband can be put in a different room with a video feed using FaceTime on the phone and called to cleanup the men and his wife when the time comes. As to the wife’s need for be stripped in public and humiliated, for this the husband can view from a distance.
Sounds like a lack of communication. I'm sure if he knew you wanted more, he might suggest being more restraint so you can be free to not worry about him, or to have him agree that you get a pounding first? How would you feel if your new boyfriend softened him up before you thanked him with your submission?
When my wife was dumped naked on the front lawn at 2 am o helped her on @ asked why she would put up with this abuse. She said there was no way she could stop him! He needs to abuse white women. He controls me now & I have to obey him & you better look out because he hates white hisbands’
We were at a bar & a black mad was chatting us up. I went to rest room & as I was returning I saw him quickly pot a piece of paper in his pocket! I knew my wife had given him her phone no. I said nothing!
A couple days later she sent me a text saying she’d be late & don’t wait up!
I knew exactly where she’d be! Nothing I could do but accept it!
Absofuckinglutely, hubby should get to watch
If the wife is self-conscious about being used and abused by a black man and his friends in the presence of her husband, the husband can be put in a different room with a video feed using FaceTime on the phone and called to cleanup the men and his wife when the time comes. As to the wife’s need for be stripped in public and humiliated, for this the husband can view from a distance.
What would this rough black man do to me as her husband?
My wife insisted I had to watch. Tied to a chair, arms tied behind my back & totally naked.
Being tied up naked out in public & tortured until I cry & beg & then be left to be found by someone else. Perfect
My ex wife neede to be fucked very hard, abused, insulted, humiliated, slapped, spanked & left naked in public
Sounds like a lack of communication. I'm sure if he knew you wanted more, he might suggest being more restraint so you can be free to not worry about him, or to have him agree that you get a pounding first? How would you feel if your new boyfriend softened him up before you thanked him with your submission?